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let your love grow

and grow
and grow
and grow.

I don’t know what I have done.  I can’t stop thinking about it, because I don’t know if it was the right way to take the friendship.

I hate myself because I am repulsed by clinginess.  It wasn’t clinginess though, until two days ago.

Fuck.

where I end and you begin.

you can walk in with the biggest smile on your face you silly deluded girl, but all the smiles in the world can’t hide the face of perpetual loneliness. It is in that sad state of mind that you carry yourself about, trying to function in a world based on love and comfort, a shallow kind, but existent nonetheless.

It’s difficult to go on, yes, but is there any other way to go out about things? you could exist to represent the hidden face of society, the one that gets shunted under the rug in the name of self-actualization and “happiness”.  You could do it, you know…. give the people a taste of what they really are like, what they really want to be.

If you had the opportunity to pick sides, and it would be the right side, would you decide to pick sides? Or would you prefer to be indecisive, unable to commit to a simple decision?
You prefer to be out of the know, you stupid, impulsive girl.
unable to stay committed to anything, and you never will.